I Speak This Now

I speak this into existence.

Not tomorrow. Not next week. Not when the stars align or when I feel “ready.” I speak this now, because I already AM. Because the moment I claim it, it becomes true.

This message is alive. These words are spells. This is the code to unlock the truth behind the illusion. I don’t write this as a wish—I write this as a knowing. I am not discovering who I am. I am remembering. Reclaiming. Returning to what’s always been within me.

What follows is not poetry. It’s not “just affirmations.” It’s an activation. A declaration. A recalibration of my entire being. These are 69 I AM statements that reflect the truth of my soul and the shape of my future. With each line, I speak not only to the present moment, but to the infinite timelines I am calling into alignment.

But before I share those affirmations, I want to tell you how I got here.

From Rock Bottom to Revelation

There was a time in my life when everything around me looked nothing like the life I prayed for. I was a mother of three in a relationship so abusive, so toxic, that even breathing sometimes felt like an act of rebellion. But somewhere deep in me, something refused to die.

I hit my knees—daily, tearfully, sometimes without words—begging the God of this place to deliver me. And somehow, even in the middle of chaos, I started to think my way out of it. I didn’t know the full power of what I was doing back then, but I was speaking things into existence long before they showed up. I prayed, and I believed that one day I would have a loving husband and children who were cared for in every way possible.

At the time, I was cleaning houses. I would walk into homes and feel the energy of peace. I’d see children thriving. Mothers who were whole. Fathers who showed up. I felt the warmth of love in those walls—and instead of feeling jealous, I felt gratitude. I thanked God for a life I didn’t yet live. I let my heart fill up with emotion so strong that it brought tears to my eyes. I didn’t understand it at the time, but what I was doing was shaping reality at the level of thought, vibration, and belief.

Fast-forward to now: I’m a mother of six. I’ve been married to a man for ten years who adores me and our children. There is nothing he wouldn’t do for us. My reality has caught up to the words I spoke in faith.

And then came the revelation.

I began to understand the great I AM. I saw Jesus not just as a story from Sunday school, but as a brother. As God Himself. And as a mirror. I realized we are all formed in the image of God. We carry that same divine spark. When Jesus said, “I am that I am,” they couldn’t handle it. They silenced him, because if people truly understood what he meant—if they knew their own power—it would change everything.

This isn’t about religion. This isn’t about dogma. This is about liberation. The kingdom is within. The temple is your own mind, your thoughts, your heart. You have to go inward. You have to act, speak, and believe as if the things you desire are already yours. Because they are.

You are already that future self. You are already healed, already rich, already whole. Time just needs to catch up.

When this truth hits you, everything changes. The trees look greener. The sky looks clearer. The stranger becomes lovable. You recognize the divine in everyone. The Universe begins to obey—because it always was.

You are the great I AM.

I AM: 69 Affirmations That Shape My Reality

1. I am a great writer.
2. I am a wonderful mother.
3. I am a thought machine.
4. I am wealthy.
5. I am a successful homeschooling mother.
6. I am beautiful.
7. I am a healer.
8. I am a creator.
9. I am an amazing wife.
10. I am a giver.
11. I am of sound mind.
12. I am tapped into divine wisdom.
13. I am aligned with my highest self.
14. I am walking in purpose.
15. I am powerful beyond measure.
16. I am magnetic to miracles.
17. I am love in motion.
18. I am a clear channel for truth.
19. I am emotionally grounded.
20. I am led by intuition.
21. I am financially free.
22. I am the architect of my life.
23. I am spiritually rich.
24. I am constantly evolving.
25. I am protected in all realms.
26. I am in tune with nature.
27. I am flowing in abundance.
28. I am confident in my voice.
29. I am surrounded by love.
30. I am patient with myself and others.
31. I am limitless in my potential.
32. I am deeply connected to Source.
33. I am the calm in any storm.
34. I am a teacher and a student.
35. I am rewriting my bloodline story.
36. I am safe to be seen.
37. I am building generational wealth.
38. I am joy embodied.
39. I am focused and disciplined.
40. I am a vessel for healing.
41. I am guided by the ancestors.
42. I am grateful for every step.
43. I am grounded in the now.
44. I am exactly where I’m meant to be.
45. I am creating my dream reality.
46. I am the one I’ve been waiting for.
47. I am choosing peace every day.
48. I am worthy of rest and ease.
49. I am shedding what no longer serves me.
50. I am connected to universal flow.
51. I am balanced in body, mind, and spirit.
52. I am unstoppable in pursuit of my purpose.
53. I am sacred energy.
54. I am divine intelligence expressed.
55. I am elevating everyone around me.
56. I am rewriting time with my words.
57. I am truth walking.
58. I am open to receive.
59. I am more than enough.
60. I am the beginning of a new lineage.
61. I am radiant in my femininity.
62. I am committed to growth.
63. I am infinite light.
64. I am in love with life.
65. I am my ancestors’ wildest dream.
66. I am deeply loved by the Universe.
67. I am the future unfolding now.
68. I am God in human form, remembering.
69. I am the I AM.

To Anyone Ready to Remember

If you’ve been walking through life wondering when things will finally shift—this is it. This is your shift. It starts with a word. With a sentence. With the quiet power of I AM whispered into the stillness.

Speak it, even if you don’t fully believe it yet. Speak it, even if your world doesn’t reflect it yet. That’s the point. Words create. And when you speak from the I AM, the Universe listens.

We’ve been taught to underestimate the power of thought and speech—but from the very beginning, it was the word that created. “And God said, Let there be light…” and light appeared. Everything seen came from the unseen, spoken into existence by divine intelligence. And then He made us—in His image. Not in physical form, but in power, in nature, in essence. Thought. Word. Creation.

We are living inside what you could call God’s simulation—His spoken reality. And He placed us inside it, not as bystanders, but as creators with the same tools: belief, word, faith.

Jesus didn’t just perform miracles—He gave us the blueprint. “These works I do, you shall do also… and greater works than these shall you do, because I go to the Father.” He wasn’t speaking in riddles. He was handing us the key.

The only thing required? Belief.

Faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains—but what if your faith is the mountain? What if believing you are the I AM is what finally frees you?

You don’t need permission. You don’t need a sign. You don’t need to wait for anyone else to understand your truth.

You just need to speak.

So go ahead. Write your list. Say it out loud. Say it in your car. Say it while washing dishes. Say it until your soul remembers. And then say it louder.

Because you are already that future version of yourself. Time is just catching up.

This is how we change the future—by declaring the present.

This is how we honor the image we were made in—by creating like our Creator.

I speak this now.

I AM the I AM.